Cynicism

I have an adventurous side// I have a curious side// I have a goofy side// I have a serious side// an I laugh at everything side// a nothing you say is funny side so shut the fuck up side// a cautious side// and a reckless side too// a compassionate side all too often dominated by that I don't give a fuck about your feelings side// an everything is all smiles side// an all too ever-present I just wanna cry without being judged for it side// an I'm not weak side// I have that fuck those that don't approve of me side// and that just like me for me side -- I find this side triumphant most days side// I have that I can face the world side// that no one can stop me side// that I shall overcome side// but when I'm all alone finally, all that self-righteous shit becomes that I don't know if I can carry on side ...

written by me 7/22/08
-M.Peña